Allow me to express myself..at the risk of blogger insomnia.

Here we go..


Right, I haven't actually written.. or even thought of a plan to my first, proper post. Well, my first ACTUAL post was an introduction. This is the real deal. 




Ok, my day..?


I literally could not get out of bed, I was so, utterly, unbelievably tired! Honestly, I didn't get to sleep until 4am! 
This past week, I have had many sleepless nights, still.. I should really have dragged myself out of my pit and forced myself to school in the morning. 
But if you're still awake by time the birds start chirping, the thought of having to get up by 7:30am is far from tempting. 
So, after a lengthy argument with my mum as she attempted to shift me from the warmth and comfort of my bed, I slept half the day away. 
My mum was still at work when I got up, I had some breakfast and pretty much just dossed about the rest of the day.
I was meant to meet up with an old friend for a coffee, but he blew me off.. as usual. So, I ended up catching a bus with my sister into the village centre for a coffee at Cafe Rouge. 


Coffee Shops..?


I have to tell you, had there been a Starbuck's Coffee anywhere in our local village, I would have chosen it over Rouge any day. Only because I always presumed Starbuck's was the cheaper, better quality option. But it turns out I've taken to Rouge, after all.. 

"a cappuccino is a cappuccino wherever you go" 

..right?

*EDIT* that's not actually a real quote.. I mean, I didn't ACTUALLY say that out loud. The italics, the bold, the quote marks, the colour change? All for effect :) *EDIT*

Then again, since something like the 4th of November, Starbuck's has gone all Christmassy on us. With red, decorative cups and festive cakes. Oh, and I was given a voucher for a free limited, Christmassy drink. I think there was a choice between "Eggnog Latte", "Gingerbread Latte" and I can't remember what else. You could have one of them, any size, for free. And, I've heard of Eggnog, but I don't know what's in it (surely eggs?) and I've never tried it before. So I ordered myself a large, Eggnog Latte. 


I have to point out, that when I handed the voucher over to the lady at the till, I am certain she gave me a dirty look. I'm not sure why.. but I don't care because I'd never seen her before and I haven't seen her since.


So yeah, 
before I trail off, 
my point is, 
I've always preferred a trip to Starbuck's than one to any other coffee shop. I'm quite a close minded, no, that's not the right phrase (is it?). What I'm trying to say is, once I find I like a certain brand of coffee, cigarettes, cereal, etc, it takes some convincing to get me to try any other. I think, like many other people in the world, if not everybody in the world, I have an addictive personality. 


Dependancy..?


So, I believe that everyone in the world has an addictive personality. I think it's just part of our species. I haven't studied Psychology in depth, so I haven't yet got a lot of evidence to back myself up here. But it's just a theory. But yeah, I just think some people are more easily addicted to things than others. 


I have been told that I do have an addictive personality, I'm addicted to cigarettes (most people are Cat..) but I've been actually addicted to things before. It's hard to make a point without getting too personal. I think I've just completely ruined this section of the blog haha! 


Ok, thinking about it, I'd say I have more of an obsessive behaviour than addictive. I'll work a routine into my head and obsess about carrying it out every day. I think the same goes for a lot of people, it is broadly believed that people like routine.


So, for example; 
I'll wake up in the morning, go straight out into the back garden for a smoke, pour myself a bowl of cereal, eat it in front of the TV with a teaspoon (random, huh?) and I'll usually leave myself about an hour to get ready for school. 
Another example; 
When I put my make-up on, I always put it on in a particular order. You know? Foundation first, then blusher, eye-liner and finally mascara. 


Hey, I'm not a complete obsessive freak though. It's uncomfortable, but I'm happy to make adjustments sometimes. 


Argh, I've just received a text from my best friend and completely lost track of what I was writing.
But I think I've made my point; 

"human beings are obsessive addicts." 

Right, well, so far with this post I've been going with the flow, letting my subjects link to each other. But it looks like I'm going to have to think of some others. Maybe some more relevant ones?


I feel a "bitchfit" coming on.. 
(a rant.. I mean..)


Then again, I've just scrolled up, perhaps it'd be best if I ended this post now (quit while I'm ahead?) and take some time out the think up some interesting issues to rip apart.


Cigarette break..